“In my quest to be clever… I began to go into a wormhole of selfishness and greediness and arrogance in thinking that if I would just continue to be speedy and witty and pull together as many fast words and phrases as I could, I could get away with stuff, when I should have just given up that whole game.
I tried to be as clever as I could at the expense of people I love. And that feels absolutely terrible.”
I’ve been there. Not to the extent that you have John, but I’ve been there.
My stupid mouth.
No filter in my head.
Guess I better find one soon!